Lies and Reality

Definitely missing home right now. The list is very long as to what exactly I miss, but I don't want to waste your time with who and what I miss.

It seems like every day I have worked since this past Thursday has just been Satan sticking his tongue out at me saying "You just thought you could do this. In reality you are making things worse and really just need to go home and wipe your hands of it all." Just when I kinda sorta maybe a little started believing that, I grabbed a paper to actually write, but ended up drawing. Not an artist or anything, but I doodle frequently.  I laid my hand on the paper and there I saw my hand and my shadow bigger than my hand.

It was kinda neat because in that moment, I thought "God's hand is bigger than mine. God is over me watching my every step." After that, the shift got better in reality all of the guest were in bed and it became somewhat peaceful. 


Now that I have had some time to step back away from all the heat, craziness, crying, etc. I could not imagine myself doing anything else with my summer. Nothing else would have been God-ordained besides this. There are days when I am thankful that God does not make us relive days, and there are days that I would love to come back again.

Something as simple as a picture reminded me that I am where I need to be and that Satan is still trying to win a loosing battle.

Super short post today ladies and gentlemen, but find freedom in knowing that God is over you, guiding you. Even if you aren't listening to Him. It's pretty neat to think that this person who created all the universe, the plant system, and the multitude of sand is taking care of you too. It reminds me of Matthew 6:26. Go check it out when you have the time.

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